Tuesday, May 24, 2005
U scare me...i m scared of you...so shuddup n go away.
Stop acting.
Keep quiet for once.
Just Shuddup!
I m so tired of what is going on.
If your so free, you shuld go do things tt are more productive.
Leave me alone.
JUst leave me alone.
You barely know me.
And i have hardly anything to do with u.
So what is wrong with you?!
I dont understand.
Stop thinking so highly of...
Blah!I m annoyed.But i am happy to a certain degree too.
I m not in my right frame of mind.
I m never in my right frame of mind.
hope_'
10:41 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Back from camp!!Finally its over.haha..i think e whole comm is glad camp is over. Stressed...exhausted...haha...anyway, here goesDay 1: Went to school close to ten to hand in test papers, suppose to haf camp briefing for leaders but some of us went out to j8 to buy some snacks n drinks..haha..redbull again. Went back and had to haf a super rush camp meeting. THen had those last min games to settle which got everyone stressed up..and well, the comm wasnt in the mood to go camp. LEft sch almost twelve, had this bus to bring us to the new sch location and also the resort. New location was not to bad..we haf the whole level i think. I still prefer our bishan school. Anyhows...got to the chalet and settled in. e separation of two groups took immediate effect. Guys' chalet became meeting place. We all gathered there and had camp briefing for everyone. Had an ice breaker game and then split them into groups for the group members to get to know one another better.Got them to get their group names..haha..the names were tableh, tablet,WWJD,Warriors for Christ and 7 halos!haha..and the group cheers were hilarious. My group was the smallest but we rock!!!!haha..Emmanuel rocks lah!!!! he is e best. Aft tt gave all of them some free time, while we slipped away to prepare their games..haha..had three stations they had to go to.. first, the worm station..where they had to eat a worm, an edible worm.Haha..its actually some cheesy thing...but they all freaked out when they saw it. The younger girls were screaming lyke crazee.Its actually pretty tasteless, dunno why they had such a tough time eatiing it.Its all in the mind.haha.shirl was in charge of tt station....and she had to stop them from screaming into her ear. next was mine..had polo sweets hidden under all the flour and they had to find it.haha..it was preetty chaotic.SOme of 'em din wanna put their heads in to pick the sweet up..or look for it.So they blew and blew, in the end i was most dirty even tho i didnt haf to play. Haha, partly cause i pushed phil's face into the flour and tt stupid guy decided to get me really messy and dirty..but it was gud fun.yah?!haha...last station was the mud station..i dun quite understand tt one.anyway,aft tt while packing up...we started playing with all the stuff..mud and flour and got really dirty. and then got scoldingHAd yummy nasi lemak for dinner..tho dinner was really late..the whole day had alot of delays.Then we put on a movie for all to watch,but many got restless so landed up just the lil ones watching and the rest of us played games.Lights out was eleven..but well..alot of things happen tt night and ms joli came down to sit and watch us sleep.Bah!Day 2: Was woken up in a not so nice manner..well none of us did..cuz someone was in a baaaaad mood.Grrrrrrr...i hate it when pple rush me in e morning.SO had quiet time n went for morning worship. Dan was all hyper, he did well..haha..and phil n corban started all e lil ones jumping..haha..so funny.. had a talk by mrs boey and then got them all ready for pool games.Had such a tough tough time.Pool games was the worse..had to talk so loudly to get their attention..and no one was listening to caleb..and ms joli was scolding melly meda shirl n i..for dunno what reason..then we were trying to help caleb n he was getting all stressed up n he was in a grumpy mood..and moses n phil werent helping either..Influential pig..booo!so nonsense.cant stand it when he does tt.Got scolding three times for no reason.well,i guess cant blame caleb he was frustrated but the rest was just crap...ANyway..played for awhile..and thank GOd it rained..the rain saved us...was supersuper tired..n lost muh voice..so gave them free time..then we had indoor games and my voice became worse..and meda blew the whistle till it became ineffective. They all went for bowling while we prepared for the Bible quiz.and they could actually complain and say tt we were just slacking away..arh whatever..Haha..Bible quiz was SUCCESSFUl!!!haha..very good..haha...WFC won!!you guys rock lah!haha...AFt tt was so exhausted,fell asleep..woke up and realize tt we had to prepare the treasure hunt stations.so had no time for dinner and went to do the stuff...melly had gone to the dentist because she had to get braces.was one man short so everything was super messy...had to run from station to station to settle stuff..carry pails of water splashing sauce.sigh..some groups camp with such attitude it was so hard to work with them.BUt jerey's and phil's group were quite okay lah!!haha..okeii..jerey's group was the best..so cooperative! Injured both my arms.Muh left arm starting swelling..pulled some muscle.Haha..caleb gave me some muscle cream thing which was expired..haha..had to put tons and tons just for the effect.Booooooo!!!went for swimming in the nite..haha..so nice..just to float in the pool aft a looong day.Third day....hmmm..becky did worship!good job!! gave them time for group work again...haha..my group came up with some super lizard script..u guys are great!!haha..thanks for making it easy for me:) such creativity!!!haha. was a more relax day on the whole i guess..played wet games..okeii..it was screwed up. I got burned by the candle three times..and someone started crying before the game began.The four guys decided to make alliance against Davina cuz she was the only girl leader. Yah, but aft tt they complained and they werent allowed to make alliance..arh..even tho by right phil's group shuld have won..dunno whie davina's group won..smth bout her being the only gurl leader..arh..anything...went to swim aft tt..and the guys were talking sosososososo much crap in e pool.haha..corban is so crap!!! phil n corban threw shirl in e pool..and then the lifeguard warned phil for lyke the second time.haha..i think e lifeguard was so glad to see us going..brandon faked drowning once n got both lifeguards jumping into the pool to realize he was faking..so nonsense. was late for bbq. yep..corban and i ate all the apples!haha..yummmy!had the special nite..haha..all the groups were quite creative..aft tt packed everything up..did up all the dishhes..and den prepared for worship with elaine!thanks gurl for your help..thanks melly too! played ball aft tt for awhile,and got ourselves freaked out by some weird gurl..haha..tried to play a trick on phil n corban..didnt really succeed..was rushed to bed..got scolding for being late..blahblahblah..haha..the guys were still watching tv lah! woke up in e middle of the nite..talked to meda..had supper with shirl,phil,caleb n meda.sat outside for awhile n talked then sneaked back in. Fourth day: got up later...prepared the laptop n everything for worship..YFC pple came to give us a talk..played this game,which was rather fun actually.And we learnt how to work together properly! tsktsk...some guys are just to haiz.dunno how to describe..they just refuse to work with gurls.sighsigh. anyway...had a talk by them..then had lunch..n free time!!!haha..went swimming n bowling.Was suppose to go nite cycling but it rained so we canceled it. HAd yummy dinner..then the group of us had a lecture while the rest disappeared..sigh..so many things happen this camp.Hope everything will be over aft hols. We were talked to so many times..and always about the same thing..if only they will open up a little and not be paranoid.ALways the same..everywhere is the same thing.BAH! We were allowed to go for a walk so we left at 9 plus..instead of going to the beach..walked towards changi airport..wanting to go to changi village..well,we didnt get anywhere aft walking for one and a half hours.we did get reeallly close to the airport..so just looked at the planes taking off.HAd one hour to get back..so shirl,meda,phil,jerey,emman,caleb n i ran all the way back..took 45mins!!!haha..the rest took cab..jerey was running with corban's ah ma slippers..haha..so funny..got back..wantedd to go bowling but it was closed..only opened till two on fridays!booo!!Had another set of talks..but somehow i fell asleep..hahaFifth day....woke up..packed up..caught the 10:15 bus to tanah merah.Went to aljunied..sat at the mrt for dunno how long..went for lunch n then.walked to emmanuel house for rock climbing..Got there n we were allowed to sleep for an hour,..haha.yay!I was so happy..was literally exhausted. Rock climbing was quite good..but it was hard..strained my hands further..thank God they arent so painful anymore..rock climbed from 2-6..haha..it was quite funny..finally made my way home..never been happier..haha..Thank God for keeping me thru and givin me enthusiasm despite the fact tt everything was so stressful.haha..but i think the comm did well..caleb did a great job..so did melly!!!:)
hope_'
10:51 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
I m soosososososo tired..and my leg is killing me..pulled a muscle today when training..sighhh..i told them i couldnt train today but they tot i was joking cuz the rest of them were finding excuses to excuse themselves..we went to chs to train..haha..we tot we didnt have to go cuz it was pouring lyke crazee but in the the rain stopp..sigh!
anyhooows..today was a pretty relax day.the only day in the whoooooooooole entire week tt i didnt have tests and i manage to do tons of work even tho i was slack..my music test was push to monday!yay!haha..extra time to go remember everything.was falling asleep on my civics and was writing nonsense..haha..i have three compos to write!!!arggghhh!!!
hmmm...camp is coming..and we havent even finish preparing..its frustrating at many times..cuz some pple keep complaining...complaining about things they dunno about..complaining about their groupings..i dun even know who let out the groupings because they arent suppose to know..and mrs Boey wanted the camp comm to become the group leaders too...thank God we managed to talk her out of that..otherwise we will be doing sososososo many things.She addded some yfc leadership training on the last day of camp aft we check out of chalet and rock climbing for for the whole aftnoon..sigh..dunno how tt will work..i am quite certain most of us will be very tired. SIgh..pray everything works out..have to get everything done by monday evening and pass all the plans to mrs Boey..jiayou caleb n the rest of the comm!!!!
well..i hope i can be more tolerant with some things tt are going on..even tho u are just about jumping on my very last nerve..and being oh so annoying..and inconsiderate..early in the mornin u are already causing problem..when will u learn????
hmmmmmmmmm...i miss you so much!!i miss talking to you!just being crazee..talkin for hours about anything and everything..i miss it so much..it isnt the same now..just isnt the same..oh well..i shall go do journall..i finally found it..and i m back on one weeeek!!!!!!!!
hope_'
9:58 PM
I m soosososososo tired..and my leg is killing me..pulled a muscle today when training..sighhh..i told them i couldnt train today but they tot i was joking cuz the rest of them were finding excuses to excuse themselves..we went to chs to train..haha..we tot we didnt have to go cuz it was pouring lyke crazee but in the the rain stopp..sigh!
anyhooows..today was a pretty relax day.the only day in the whoooooooooole entire week tt i didnt have tests and i manage to do tons of work even tho i was slack..my music test was push to monday!yay!haha..extra time to go remember everything.was falling asleep on my civics and was writing nonsense..haha..i have three compos to write!!!arggghhh!!!
hmmm...camp is coming..and we havent even finish preparing..its frustrating at many times..cuz some pple keep complaining...complaining about things they dunno about..complaining about their groupings..i dun even know who let out the groupings because they arent suppose to know..and mrs Boey wanted the camp comm to become the group leaders too...thank God we managed to talk her out of that..otherwise we will be doing sososososo many things.She addded some yfc leadership training on the last day of camp aft we check out of chalet and rock climbing for for the whole aftnoon..sigh..dunno how tt will work..i am quite certain most of us will be very tired. SIgh..pray everything works out..have to get everything done by monday evening and pass all the plans to mrs Boey..jiayou caleb n the rest of the comm!!!!
well..i hope i can be more tolerant with some things tt are going on..even tho u are just about jumping on my very last nerve..and being oh so annoying..and inconsiderate..early in the mornin u are already causing problem..when will u learn????
hmmmmmmmmm...i miss you so much!!i miss talking to you!just being crazee..talkin for hours about anything and everything..i miss it so much..it isnt the same now..just isnt the same..oh well..i shall go do journall..i finally found it..and i m back on one weeeek!!!!!!!!
hope_'
9:58 PM
