Wednesday, December 29, 2004
what a messy state i m in....i screwed up big time...
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9:46 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004
harloooo...Blessed Christmas pple! altho i m kinda late:) had church retreat at Furama hotel from 24-25th..hmm..it was okie..had lyke lotsa lotsa food..n i finally got to eat Black forest cake aft craving for it for oh sooo looong:) WHEeeeee! learn how to peel prawns??haha..lyke e nice way..from gauis..haha..he can peel 'em so nicely..hehe..i m crazy.yepyep..so huili n i learned how to peel..one day we will be pro..haha..christmas day was lyke juz listening to things e whole day?had some workshop discussion thingy den the MAL thing..but half way thru i gave up n went to join some of em playing mafia..haha..tink some of em dunno how to play..so e game became abit longwinded n boring..
went to church..super tired tho..haven slept much the past few days...went for choir prac aft tt...din haf anything to eat all day till around three???thanks to bw..hu was so kind to go help us buy lunch:) n sorrie isa..wasnt reallie concentrating on e junior girl's ensemble prac today..anyway..thankie all u pple for yr cards or prezzies.dey r all so nice!!!thankie celest, phebe,shiyan,huili,amy,claudia,iva,aaron,patpat,zhisheng,tim,matthias,liting, n my Kor!!hmmm..i tink i mite haf miss some pple out??haha..sorrie if i did okie..haha..i lyke our roses!!haha..dey looked so nice when they were in a bunch! so pretty..haha..oh well.....i still haf my nice blue rose! hmmmm..ks retreat tmr.another week n sch is starting..dunno whether i m looking forward or dreading it..abit of both??haha..still haf hw to do! sigggggghzz..wonder if i will ever do them:( hmmm..muz go pack some of my stuff now..buhbyez!:)
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8:30 PM
Friday, December 17, 2004
dunno wad happen to my other post..it neva came up..oh well...had a pretty okie wk..did a little little hw..sigh..onli left one wk to do..oh well...when for a 4hr hike on thurs wif some pple from CE...walk from the bukit timah info center to rifle range road n den onto the tree top walk thing..thank God for nicenice weather..it wasn't sunny..so nicer to walk....right after we finish e walk it started to poooour lyke reallie heavily..went out todae to loook for some christmaas prezzies..sigh i onli succeeded getting one??haha...oh well..still haf a week.went to see moi grandmother tooooo..so sad.she still cant be discharged yet..alreadi been a week..so looooooooong!..hmmmmmmz..e hols haf gone by so fast..haha..nt enough..but i guess i dun mind going to sch..kinda miss thoooose pple..after nt seeing them for awhile..partly cuz i haven been goin bak to sch when i m suppose too???haha...i did go bak lyke 2 times or was it 3???oh weelll..dis is e first hols tt i din cee much of meda n becky...last hols we were goin out almost other day..arh!!i missssssss them..oh yea n shirlynn tooooo:( i did see meda e other day..went over to her house n was watching our parent's nite video..haha..it was funnnny..i still tink e fotos part was e nicest..haha..man...dere r goin to be quite some changes next yr...but i dun wan my class to change!!! haha..we haf so much fun..bein naughty! n i haf such a slack classssss..sighzzzzz....hmmmz..caleb isn't leaving after all.but isaac sttill haf to go army..so saaaaad..nobody else to help me wif my work n dere goes our french partner..siggggh...little kid is gone..hmmm...reallie sad. sch will be diff wifout him..quieter???well onli a tad bit cuz dere is still doooooooomi! hahaz.but domi is better wif little kid..haha...sighz...goin to miss him..i tink everyone will miss him..but mabbe he will come bak if mrs.B manage to persuade e parents or him..wadever way tt is...arhhhhhhhh! heard dere is goin to be chinese next yr.........haha..whie?!??!?! but dere is goin to be music next yr!!!yaynesss!!! dan said dere will be drumssss...wHeEEEEeee!!!haha...tts something good!hhaha...hmmm..sch time is changing too..nt much of a major difff...juz dun reallie lyke e ending timing..haha..abit late for dismissal..then wed meetings will end even later n we will neva get to go out!); hmmm..dunno whie i m writting all bout sch all of a suddeeeeen..hmmz...everything seems so sad n depressing lately....): arrrrrrrh....oh well..i nid to go do journal now...tho i still dun feel lyke it..hmmz..knoe tt when sch starts i wun be getting a breaaaaak for a very loooong time...oh well..juz look forward to year end again! whEEeeeeeee!
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9:48 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
trying so hard to do my work but have no concentration at all..have much to do..guess i will juz leave it to next week..spend e day yest. at home..trying to study n well..i did pack up my room...its neatneat now:) slept as dere was't anything i could reallie do wifout screwing up..was writing all my music notes wrongly..i nid nid nid nid to do my o.t survey...muz get it done by monday!!!sighzzzz..how m i ever goin to do it.......anywayz..goin out wif meda..shirl n becky laters hmmz..oh well..we haven gone out as four pple for awhile...so it will be nice:) get my mind off things for awhile...i m sick again...having a badbad cough..sighhhhhzzz...
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6:54 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004
juz felt lyke bloggin all of a sudden...somehow i kinda feeel my hols have juz gone down e drain..i juz din noe it was still a prob..i tot it was over but guess i m wrong..it has to be settled soon...juz praying for the courage tt i will need...i m not exactly veri gd in dis kinda talking...i knoe i will onli have a peace of min when it is over but when is tt goin to happen??dere r lots of things i have to learn...i m making my own life difficult..creating my own probs....i feel lyke burying my head in e sand....aiiiiiiiiyaaaaaa....sighz...i dun noe wad to do..hmmm..wad m i talking bout..i do noe wad i m suppose to do..or rather wads the best thing to do...argh.now i dunno wad i m talkin bout..i m juz rambling on in my brain n typing it out...my mind is so occupied now...so blocked wif tots..all fuzzy....haiz...maybe i shuld juz go sleep...n not bother wif it for tonite...haizzz.............i dun feel lyke writing this anymore...hmmm....
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7:42 AM
