Wednesday, October 20, 2004
argh!!juz frustrated n on the verge of gong Crrrrazzy..yea..literally crazy..well..i tink i m alreadi dere..din go sch on monday cuz had a serriously baaaad cold...n its still here..but i m still dragging myself to sch daily..for the sick of my test as well...juz wanna get them over with..not tt they will be ending anytime soon....dere is still ages to go..extremely satisfied wif my music n french results....gettin back my geog result tmr...havin physics n speech in a couple of days...had team challenge todae...wads the reason of doing it anyway..do u knoe tt pple r actually doing homework n not listening? had another havoc day??whie havoc..cuz its crazy..cuz i m crazy...argh!!!i nid to SCREAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM!!! went to see the place where our pn will be held at..n to decide how we will do the projection, decors n stuffies...have to start getting my testimony ready...have sooo mani things to do. on tt day still have to go school for the morning..:( went to the kfc at j8 aft tt...took agggggggesss to decide wad we wanted to eat...n becky decided to go n get octopus balls...yucks!!dey were stinky!!! n she kept sticking it in my face...oh n then sitting on our left were THOSE pple again...oh wel..dey were funni...then we started getiin crazy n i shall not go into the details...well..bak to my niceynicey books:(
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5:46 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
finalli have some spare time to updateZZ! had an okie weekend...had a good load of work to do..n den on monday went to sch seriously lookin lyke a panda as usual..din go sch yest. as i was havin bad cold..not enough rest i suppose..so slept heaps...which was good...went bak to sch today n had team challenge which went realli well..yayness!!i took emmanuel's team cuz he din come..anyway...he was realli kind to take my yest. did physics test todae....tml is geog?? n french...grrrr...if i can finish tt silly map tonite!!hmmo...i lyke music the best!!! can't wait for the day i can juz sit n do nth wellll..at least not work....i nid a brrrrrrreaaaak! oh well...i shall go bak to studying:(
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6:32 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
harrlo..i m bak to being tt person hu wants to stick her head in the sand...once again i m feeling so ..hmmm..dunno wad word to use...sigghzz..i dunno wad to do anymore..dunno which one will be better to do..leave it or do some talking. But before talking i'm alreadi so freaked..wad if i become tongue tied n loose my words den e whole thing will be worse right????? i have once more suceeded in loooooooooosing my concentration..i mean i can't even concentrate on a simple conv. i am havin wif another person.i am so distracted by it..my mind juz keeps goin to 'wad am i going to do?!' feel so lost.unrest..whie mus dis happen??din i have a bad enough yr..whie mus dis be added on to close my yr wif a big ARGH!!!!! I reallie wanna start of next yr well..otherwise i dunno how i m ever ever going to get thru next year..nt to mention dere will be mani changes..n smtimes changes are realli scary for some reason..at least dis year changes were not tt nice.wow wheee..dere goes the hope of getting any work done..i will juz be havin the books openin but my mind woooonderring..tinking of all e consequences n all e things i culd possibly do..i shuld juz spend my time in lala land..den i wuldn't be so troubled..unleeeeess the whole thing foollows me dere too..should try n keep myself busy or i will juz be in deeeeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeep tot..had a nice time toking..joking n crapping around wif Liting yest. she went to get her hair rebonded.it took SIX hours..craziness..sooooooooo loooong..but at least she had me for company..haha..n i had her.haha..its okie i guess..soo straight. haaha.wad m i tokin bout..duh its straight..not use to it i guess..but shes fine wif it..so as loong as she lykes it..its okie..she is such a great cousin to have..we have been sososososoooooo close ever since we were young till now..which is gd unlike some of my older cousins hu drifted from each other when they gt older..i m sososo glad to have her..wheeee..we goin shopping together again another day..cannot wait..haha..it will be nicenice..funfun..sighhh..if onli i had nooooo worries on hand it will be much better..sigh....feel lyke screaming...somebody help me!..siiiighzzzz
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8:43 PM
